Homesick...

It's kicking in... I'm realizing the full extent of how far away I am from home. I can't run away by myself, can't run to my best friends, can't hang out with my sister, say hello to my parents, say goodnight to my little brother, go play with my dog. Nothing. I'm so far away and need to be with people who I know and love soon or I will die... Orientation is crazy fun and making friends really sucks basically... Everyone is already so clicky! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh..... ok HIGH SCHOOL =P whatevvvssss....

Just gotta survive the year. Homework, classes, making good friends, surviving, that's it =)

Ok, now to continue with life.... Just try not to cry.

The beginning... or is it the end?

Dear readers,

So I've always thought of doing a blog. But I've pretty much always figured no one cared enough about me to read it. And you know what, maybe you, you who are reading this, are the only one who cares... Then again maybe not. But you won't ever really know will you. Because you won't know how many other people are reading this. Or will you?

Anyways. Sorry for the rambling, that will happen a lot, I apologize in advance, I can't control it. It something that just happens, and I don't realize until I'm well into a ramble, and then I just end up forgetting my train of thought. Crap, there I go again.......

ANYWAYS, I decided that since I'm going to college, in like one day, that I should have some form of constant communication with the outside world.... that isn't facebook. =)

SO for my first post I'm going to make it short.

I'm freaking out.

Ok, not that short, I'll explain. I'm in cleaning & packing mode for school and it is absolute hell. Not only do I have to pack my belongings for the next 4 years of my life, but I'm also entirely cleaning out my room because someone will actually be replacing me! K, well it's not that drastic, but someone is moving into my room for a few months. Luckily I love her, or things could just get really awkward... So ya, I'm cleaning EVERYTHING AND packing... not exactly my cup of tea.

So, my predicted plans for the next less than 48 hours that I have left of my home are: nothing in the morning, pool with Julia and possibly Allie and Jennifer, movie with KC; then friday continue packing, and leave. The end.

Wow, so this is finally it. It's so amazing. I never thought I would actually make it through King's and all the way to college. But I did it... So here I go, ready to spread my wings, fly, and hope to God that those wings work or I will at least find a soft landing...

See you on the other side!

My new sophisticated "College Student of Chapman University" side that is... ;)

Luvsss <3 

kenzie.

P.s. sorry that wasn't really short. short is a relative term for me ;)