I don't want things to be different. I want you to be you. I want to go back to where we were good. Its not different, its what we had. I don't want you to change, that is what went wrong, we both changed, we both went wrong. I don't want you to try so hard that its bugging you. Things are working out fine. So stop stressing, stop thinking that you're going to mess things up because that's what threw you last time. Honestly, right now just work on the present. Stop looking at the past and thinking about what you did wrong, stop looking at the present and wishing that you won't do wrong, work on the present. The right now. Because if you want to make sure stuff is good that's what's going to make it work. Don't rush. Find a balance between what you want and how you think things should be. Because if you focus on one or the other, it could hurt you. You need to balance your heart and your head. The saying goes "We'll cross that bridge when we get there." So, do exactly that, wait until the future to worry about doing things in the future. I mean ya you can try to avoid certain things from happening, but that still means focusing on the now. So seriously. Stop worrying. As we both found out it'll only screw you over in the end. Things are going really well right now. Don't let yourself syke yourself of thinking they aren't. :)